Daily Journal 11/12/2017

Hello to all my family and friends. It has been one exhausting weekend. First, there was the house cleaning for the weekend plus laundry, then our nephew and his three kids moved next door, and then trying to get our room cleaned and my desk set up and organized. There was no relaxation during the weekend.

My nephews soon to be ex-wife, who is under investigation for sexual child abuse and endangerment actually sent children services to take her children away from their father and put into states care. She is just so ignorant. She is not even stable herself so I guess she expects the state to take care of her children.

That has been the drama for the weekend. Once they didn’t take the children, she was trying to have my husband arrested for something he didn’t do. I honestly don’t know where her mind is. Then, she finally tells her husband, my nephew the truth that she is unsure who the father is of all three children. She has done nothing but hurt him and the children are suffering because of it.

On to other things, I have now figured out how to get my writing done and will be implementing it tomorrow. I have been doing some editing still on “The Battle for Joshua” and a little writing here and there on my next book. It seems to be my coping mechanism where I can get away from this world and go to a world I create for relaxation.

It has been such a pleasure writing my stories that I have found a happy place for me to be. My family has loved reading my short stories and the first two books that I have published but I want the whole world to read my books and enjoy my stories. I plan to have at least another two to four books published by the end of the year.

I am currently looking for beta readers who would like a copy of my book to read in exchange for a review written on Amazon. I think everyone especially women should read my first book titled “How I Survived: Prostitution”. It is written based on true events and would give women an insight as to the life a woman must live on the streets.

Well, for now, I must end this here even though I love talking to my readers and connecting but there are things I must get done. I wish everyone with a birthday “Happy Birthday” and for everyone else to have an awesome night. Take care.

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Daily Journal 9/17/2017

Good morning, everyone. I am functioning on five hours of sleep because my medication still isn’t doing its job yet. Somehow my body clock has been changed to where I’m sleeping during the day and up all night. I am thinking it is because of all the drama and kids crying, screaming, and attitudes to where I am sleeping so that I don’t have to hear it and then up all night when it is completely peaceful and quiet.

Anyway, today is going good so far except now I am being asked to be the voice of children and having to move out of this house and next door to protect my husband from any false accusations. It is trying and frustrating because it will be that we have had to move five times in six months because of other peoples drama.

I am keeping positive about things but my husband is frustrated and it kills me to see him have to go through this again. There are other people living in this house who have five children that are loud and disrespectful and my sister-in-law feels that she bit off more than she can chew by having them live here because they are trying to be cheap about the bills and trying to stick her with most of the bills and she is on a very fixed income with hardly any money left over and they will be getting over a grand every month but only want to pay two hundred towards the rent and one hundred towards the power bill.

I hate seeing her go through this as well because these people are not looking out for her and she has health conditions that require someone to check in on her and they stay in their room most of the time sleeping. They hardly help clean the house and she is left doing everything and getting fed up with it. They really need to find a place of their own now that they can afford it. She is at a loss of what to do.

So, I will leave this for now because I don’t want my anger to build and then blow up at these people because they couldn’t handle it. To everyone with a birthday today, “Happy Birthday” and to everyone else have a pleasant Sunday. Take care.

Happy Father’s Day! 6/18/2017

First, I want to wish every father out there a very “Happy Father’s Day” and that you deserve to have a day that recognizes you for all your hard work, effort, and support that you have given to your children. It takes a real man to be there to support his children and if you are raising someone else’s children, then I applaud you even more. My husband and I were not blessed with any children except for our four-legged ones, but we do admire and respect those who have walked in those shoes of fatherhood. I also want to say “thank you” for being a part of your children’s lives and supporting their mother through it as well.

Now, on to me. I am having a good day so far except for a little issue with my right leg. I just tried walking to the store with my husband and using my cane when my right leg began going weak. Then, on the way back it was like a charlie horse in my calf but it was taking my right leg out from under me and my husband had to catch me before I hit the ground. He had to support me the rest of the way home. Thank God it was only a few blocks away.

I am feeling good about everything and look forward to chatting with everyone every day. You, my readers, make it worth getting up for every day. I feel alive today more than any other and for an unknown reason. I have decided and discussed with my husband that I will do my book writing at night. He is usually asleep around midnight and even with my meds I am still up until three or four o’clock in the morning, so I might as well use that quiet time for writing.

I am going to end this posting here so that I can get everything together for my writing tonight. I still have a few things to do before I begin writing. I wish everyone who has a birthday today, “Happy Birthday” and to everyone else a truly relaxing a blessed evening.

P.S “Happy Father’s Day!!”